***Warning**** Or disclaimer if you will...
My blog, my rules!
I will whine! I will complain! I will feel sorry for myself! I made this blog so I can chronicle my chronic health issues. This blog is for me and for those who care for me and want to add their concerns and observations. If this does not describe you... then think about whether you want to read this or not. Don't be hurt if I tell you to fuck off because you don't like what is here.
That said! What am I, NUTS? Why did I think I could run myself into the ground with no consequences? Sheesh! I will come back and write more later about what I am doing,feeling, etc... but now, I have other fish to fry... like I need to EAT! Ignoring this need comes to no good. Why am I stalling? Well, I fear the pain of when I climb out of bed. I worry about the dizzy spells that I will encounter. I am concerned I will do something dangerous like cut off a part of my body or leave cooking food unattended. But then... THEN... when I do get up comes the internal battle over what I can stomach to eat vs ease in cooking vs grabbing junk food to appease my hunger for now...
Enough stalling... blood sugar is lowering with each word I type... BBIAB
